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Sunday, March 25, 2007
pay day = sad♥






FRI 25/3

went to boon lay to take our pay..and when we reach there

is ppl mountain ppl sea la.. all teenagers come in diff grps

like gg to have gang fight like tt.. super hot weather and

all ppl is squeezing ard the van..all so despo to get money including US

ahha.. actually we cutted queue... but who cares...haha..so angry

din manage to get my pay cos he says transfer to wrong person

wtf.. i think they should employ more ppl to settle the things fast lo

really so slow.. the queue dun seems to b moving.. and terence is a super slow

person.. ask him qns he have to think of a while then u will ans.. like blur blur de

and another thing i m nt happy is tt..how they calculate the pay??

tot we should be getting the amt tt we calculate in our punch card??

we should be getting 308 but he only gib 282? whr our 26 bucks gone to?

eat so much money still nt enough.. EATER..hate it.. quite nt worth to work thr

actually since they eat so much.. every 2 wks eat money...haha. so er xin..

din tell us how they calculate also..we went to mac to wait for ah niu gang

then headed to k box.. i broke a glass thr.. feel so bad after breaking it..

pour the drink onto shi leg somemore..sry ar!! ahha

then din really gt the mood to sing also..went to have dinner after tt

then to acarde play a few games chatted a while then go home..




THUR 24/03

went out wit WQ, she acc to find my jacket again..

saw some nice tops at there.. but dun have the color i wan le..

so sad... wq like a playsuit which cost 93 bucks.. is really nice on her

then we went to centerpoint to buy things.. eat at merridien foodcourt

thai food..quite nice intro by her..

took bus to marina sq, and same thing i cannot find my jacket there also

so i ask the person still have at other outlets.. they check le then call me

we took bus no 7 to bugis..after sitting for a while then we realised

we took the wrong side..and the topshop staff call me tt scotts isetan gt

the jacket i wan.. so we went there instead.. so i bought it..

we r so tired then went to buy BBT and took bus home 1st

cos i meeting sy, bs and ah niu gang later.

i am late..sry sy to let u wait.. went to foodcourt to find them

we decided to watch Mr BEan's holiday..while waiting for shi

we went to acarde and play.. i and sy race dytona..and she won me

tyco one.. hee hee.. then shi come le... we went to cinema to get seated down

the show was a boring one.. i tot it wound b nice but end up seeing Bean's

retard action..ZZZ disappoint me..i only like the dance part..the rest

of the parts quite boring.. watching it makes me feel like fast forwarding

the show if i can do so.. then went mac cos the guys wan eat..

then went home.. GB again wit them..recently have been GB-ing

with them until late night..haha..





gathering♥

WED 21/03

went out wit yu ling, xiao jun and sally..finally meet up le

all took off to meet me, i m the only one who is nt working..

went to MOS burger to eat..i din eat cos my dad bought

breakfast for me le.. waiting for xiaojun to come from airport

she sent off her friend.. then we went carefourre to buy tibits

to bring to cinema..saw small sally thr..one of pilates frend..

she also watching the same show as us..so qiao..haha

we watch stomp the yard.. a very nice show.. but some

parts quite hoogligan.. the movie talks abt dance..

how they use their body language to express themselves

and love story.. their dance steps are splendid i can say..

after tt went topshop to find my jacket at wistma..cannot find

then we went to far east..xiao jun bought XXL chicken and

milk tea..we saw a auntie beside us drinking mango drink..

we so tempted by tt..so went to buy.. is fresh mango drink

wit mango at the top of the cup.. 3.90 a cup..

then they acc me to bugis topshop again to find my jacket

even worse..the topshop there so small..

slack at bugis then sy call me whr am i, i tell her i still at bugis..

i din notice tt is already 8pm..and i m meeting her and daryl

at tanjong pagar.,WHHAA..so i chiong down..heng is only 3 stops

went to daryl;s mum pub..she kp pouring orange juice for us..

quite pai seh cos we din pay for it.. then daryl ask us to sing..

but we SHY, kp reject.. his mum is super young la.. super modern

look more like his sis..haha.. who will play pool wit his own soon

and call him ah kor..? they really look like frends to me..

then more and more customers come..we have to change place..

when we come out we r covered wit smoke smell..





Tuesday, March 20, 2007
life is reallly boring!!!!!!♥

Oh well..i can jus say life is boring.. if we have school we need to
wake up early, do project, quizes,attend lectures tutorials..
a lot of toopid little things.. we will complaint BORED SCH IS BORED

then when is holiday then i went to factory to work.. i will need to wake up
early, work like a robot, like no life, jus work and work,,complaint here
tired there tired..BORING WORK

when we do nt need to do anything..mayb shopping we need to think of
places to go..this is the most er xin things..cos SG is so small..is either we
go town or bugis if we wan to get stuffs..BORED again!! WHAHHAHA

then if we stay at home for whole day is even bored..watch tv, play games
msn, will also get bored after some time..ARGhhh!!1

tell me wat life am i leading..with no goals, haix..i think i become a chunk of
rubbish waiting for someone to clear me away..haha..really i jus feel tt
life is getting more and more bored when we getting older

i will nv complaint life is bored during childhood period..during pri sch, during
seconday sch.. tink pri sch is quite naive..cos i nv go out de..so whenever thr is
chance i will feel happy..cos can go out wit frends. then during sec days..
although is stress but is happy to go to sch..copying work, seeing teacher,
the wonder teacher will always say sec sch life is the most happy..
now i believe..nw i have freedom to go here and thr..but i m nt happy leh
WHY WHY WHY!! i think most ppl will feel tt ba=)
even slping is a stress thing for me..cos for the past 2 days i jus cant fall asleep
i tot slping should be the most enjoyable thing for one person??
i lie on bed wit my mind super clear, and eyes quite wide open..stare at the room
for like 2 hrs plus then i can fall asleep..OH GOSH!! i wan slp..think i have to make
myself tired!!

19 yrs old le this yr..sounds old le..reaching 20 soon..wit a 2 infront seems like
auntie le..then have to come out society to work after graduate..scary working world
nt looking forward actually..hees hees.. surely no time for frends..lesser meet ups
lesser gatherings, lesser phone talks, lesser time to play game..
can someone tell me friends will b thr for u 4ever?? really hope tt will happen..
actually dunno why sometimes i will feel i will lost a lot of things..
THINGS TT R IMPT FOR ME RIGHT NW:
*family (sis she's always there for me)
*friends(sy, bs , wq) this 3 main character in my story life=)
be wit me 4ever huh!!!
*laptop without it i think i will bored bored bored
*music..music is my life..cannot imagine this world w/o music
won't it b even meaningless??

yea anyway my jian fei plans like nt really effective..i still eat 2 meals per day
swim more, steambath more...but like useless..quite sad actually..is diff to
resist temptations.. FOOD esp!! i can jus say thr is tooo much gd food ard=)
hope this wk will be a fun one..meeting yu ling, xiao jun, sally on wed..gg
to town..think watching movie ba.. cos jun wan watch..
thur gg wit xian..to town too!!
fri is PAY DAY!! YES!!! think will be getting 300..Ooo think surely
very fast spent finish..eating, shopping and is GONE!!

我的专署天使即使才会降临??
是不是有了那个天使
我的人生才不会枯燥乏味?
我也才会快了一些?
总总的疑问,有谁能为我解答?


Monday, March 19, 2007
flame to dust♥

oh well is a long time since i update my blog..
have been slacking the past few days..
yst went out with sy bs and jx..went our same old place
west mall again..haix..is a pathetic place..
went to foodcourt to eat and carrot cake
then sit thr chat for a while..
Oo sy today acc to sch to fix my lappy
actually wan reformat but dunno they din provide
this service at blk 34 le..arghh..so call acer then the
person says can reformat our own..then i do it myself
haha.. then need time..while processing jx came..
he gt meeting for newbies camp..haha..
wq and her hubby also come find us...they so en ai..
WHAHHAA..then went to blk 46 to install software
so funny thr.. some particles went into my keyboard so i
need to blow it out..i ask sy blow she like so gentle
cannot blow out..then i blew it myself WHOO!!
actually is 'W' gt prob but after blowing then 'A'
gt probthen i blow again then blow to '2'..
the particles shift place
whenever i blow..WHAHHA..we LOL.. the person thr
very gd help me install symantec anti virus thingy..
then went home afterwards so tired.. then i wanted to
install audi but cannot...i try installing for like 5 hrs
kp trying.. but still fail la..WQ call me when i am watching
100% entertainment
she say she wan come my hse..cos her dear still in sch
attending meeting for the china trip..but she came for like
1/2 hrs showing me her videos she done
for her IS.. then after tt watch tv, play com, msn-ing..play gun bound...
OH GOSh can someone pull me out of this kind of life..quite sickening indeed!!


Tuesday, March 13, 2007
wat is happening to ME?♥

dunno wat happen to me recently..i became a bit hot tempered
yea..i ve notice it myself too..i am nt the happy me anymore
mayb becos of many reasons..how weather!! come tt thing
haix..i wan to b back the cheerful me..like when i m in sec sch
i dun wan see this ME..i cannot control my feelings well..
i dun really like to talk more..ARGHHH...
i am nt happy recently...think only being wit wen qi i will
feel happier..also dunno y..she will always gib me the happy
feeling..i am nt shooting other frends hor..is jus wat i feel..
so dun angry or mistaken..only her can make me wan to sms
have i fallen in love wit her/? Opppss..
ok..shi i must admit tt i really angry wit u today...i was wrong to
put down the phone w/o informing u all..but i am angry..
nt tt i cannot take jokes..is mayb i warn u le..but u still say..
yeap..but nth much..won;t affect out friendship..easily will
forgot de..u also dun angry wit me ok??
dun let ppl think our friendship so easily jin bu qi feng chui yu da
WHAHHAHA..still can joke wit me de..but i still prefer talk our private
things in our on window..so they dunno will quarrel..lol
haix..i wan to find back the ME!!! hope i can forget those unhappy
things tt happen to me ba..


outing wit working frends♥

was cycling at ECP..hot weather..then went eat dinner

went Marina sq but thr too many ppl..end up eating at

raffles city..fast food again. so sianz..these few days ate

so many oily stuffs..i hope i won't touch all these

foods again..then went to chat at esplanade took pics

but effect really nt gd..then we walk a lot yst..

walk until i sweat a lot..OMG..so smelly

but i quite enjoy cos seldom have such activities

then went to bus stop they suddenly say they wan

to meet up again and ton..i was quite surprised..

we met at gombak..then play cards. When we were

playing bluff, the ang wei hao like so honest..dunno

how to bluff ppl..then play blackjack..i blackjack queen lo

gt 3 times!! how lucky can i be? then play heart attack

so funny..quite thrill..cos we cannot shout..but this is a game

meant to let everyone shout!!

then ang wei hao say he hungry so we went to coffee shop..

all drink milo ice expect him...he drink jia jia liang tea

he must b a very health concious guy ba..who will wake up

in early morning and jog..WHAHHAA..

ming quan a friendly guy..but sometimes quiet..

ah niu a guy who like to crack cold jokes

ang wei hao mr honest guy

overall 4 of them is alright... yea gt to know them

more after yst outing.. went ate prata and go back home.

din really slp..dunno y!! feel so energetic..







Friday, March 9, 2007
hot weather♥

went boon lay to collect money and gib punch card
the weather was super hot!!! buay tahan
oo well.. take pay was a long queue like buying 4D
WHHAA..then meet wq go sch fix laptop
kanna spyware..need reformat..so sianz la..
then went clementi trim eyebrow then go home le..
feel so slpy when i was outside..but nw as jing shen as
a dragon lo..cannot slp.. went swimming today..
how bored can life be..doing the same thing
i rather there's a job for me nw..i mean it..
wake up, eat,play,slp.eat.play...tell me wat kinda of
life is this..as if i m in zoo..waiting to make myself fat
JOB pls come..haix..boring..
actually gt a lot plans to go out wit my poly frends
but all bz working..my next or next next wk then can meet le..


Wednesday, March 7, 2007
k boxing♥

went cck k box with s nd bs again
ehh i think we really spent a lot on k box
mayb we went 20 to 30 times le..tt means we spent ard $400 thr
think we can each buy a ktv set and sing at home..can save transport
fare also..but need to buy those ktv cd too!!!
today nt happy wit their services..were queuing to go in
we normlly sing k student but cos tt toopid receptionist
check our card so bs cannot bluff le..OMG..the service the is a NONO
receiptionist din smile at customer, wat is this..we pay extra 3 bucks
for each person jus to see their attitude??
and one more thing the toopid server show attitude too
jus becos we kp calling '0' to ask to refill tibits??
we pay 5 bucks ok? is our right to do so.. dun think u
know how to bang door very BIG hor..really can't stand lo

shi start to trend to sing eng song..nt bad but sing long le also sianz
cos we dun have to ang mo qiang..chinese songs r still da best!!!
then went bluez the toopid salesgal also mad de..
i din flip te mirror another way then she say in a very er xin manne
"can u flip back the mirror"? i till guai guai flip it back until shi say
u think she gt attitude prob..then i realised ya hor y should i flip it back for her
is her job man!!
but there are gd salesgal in cck de..we went SASA try so many perfume
the sales gal so gd..serve us well even though she knows we won't buy
this is call gd customer servicce lo!!!
then thy went to eat mac..they ill treat me lo..dun an let me go off early..
still walk ard lot one and les wit me..make me so SHY!!
holding my arms and dun wan let go..so les lo..a bit cannot stand
WHHAHAHA..


Monday, March 5, 2007
FINALLY!!!♥

i can officially declared i am out of tt cold blooded factory
LOL..i dun need to go for work le..dun need to wake up early
dun need to be like a robot, dun need to hear ppl instructing
dun need to stand for 12 hrs dun need to slp early..a lots of dun
need to la..YEAH!!!
i CAN meet my other frends, slp like a pig, shopping, swim,
do a lot other things..
yst was a like hell..went 4th floor to do the NORTON 360
which will b import to japan..come so many pallet..one
pallet gt 4000 i think. i finish like 2 pallet..can u imagine
doing nearly 8000 pieces of norton 360..and time din fast
as fast as i tot.. all ppl thr were like machine..running their own line
and doing the same action..OOOOOOO
the 1st 2 days of work is a torture i can say..everywhr pain..esp my little toe.

gt to know a few ppl thr...din talk in factory b4 but last day add all ppl in msn and chat
a feeling is a bit weird for me..i prefer to talk face to face.
watching hana kimi 14 and 15..super nice..i miss this show..last epi le..
should i rebond..?? but i am gg bald..if i rebond the whole me will
look weird..face will look rounder..but if i dun hair is so qiao..
vex... i still gt a few wks to think..


Saturday, March 3, 2007
tired!!!♥

din update for a few days...bz working recently..
today is the 4th day of work..i like the most today..
last 3 days was like HELL to me..separate from sy and bs..
then must carry the stupid heavy box and squad here and thr,,
i enjoy pasting label..cos i paste quite fast and is very shun shuo
for me=)
watch follow the law on tue..super funny show..really can laugh out from
my heart la..thumbs up for jack neo..gd director indeed..know how to catch
s'porean heart.
eyebag growing bigger...tummy too...dunno y..think eat a lot food..
fringe getting longer..legs getting weaker..pimples breakout..
whole body so suan after working..
OH GOSH!!!
must shake off ALOT of fats b4 sch reopen..need to buy more clothings..
SHAKE SHAKE!!! hope i can do it!!! DETERMINATION=)