♥happiness♥
Last TearDrop,♥
Wednesday, May 30, 2007

went sch.. so funny as usual cos we were talking rubbish la.. make up lesson for ECT was a horrible one today... it's jus so boring can!!! haha..
went vivo for our LAD proj.. we r suppose to take outdoor lightings. End up we shop ard and slack..haha.. last min then take pic

i quite like this pic^^

someone pls stole my heart away

this car is so so gorgeous.. can he b my hubby?

eee..i m so so scare..i am so red..(ang ang ang)

the nice nice ching tang



Saturday, May 26, 2007

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slacking the whole day today!! haha


Wednesday, May 23, 2007
cultivating of feelings♥



Do u guys believe in cultivating feelings?

A person tt u dun like at 1st and when u 2 r tgt for a long period of time and u will slowly fall for tt particular person? I think diff ppl will have diff ans for this qns..
For me I do believe till certain extent
Feelings is like a seed.
u plant , u water,
it will grow
and mayb BLOOM
or even bear fruits




Tuesday, May 22, 2007
communication♥



Communication IS impt.. dun u think so??
w/o communication we wont be able to know each other and wat he/she wans..
After a period of communication wit ur friends or family ard u, u get to know them well and even if one din tell u wat he/she wans but THE ONE will still knows.. wat is it call? Is call telepathy..but of cos nt everyone ard u will knows wat u wans EVEN after a long time spent tgt.

Wat happens if communication breaks down?? DUN LET THIS HAPPEN PLS!!!
U dunno how worse can things come.. cos when u din talk to ur dear one for quite some time u will lost touch, lost the feelings,, lost everything tt u had spent during the HAPPY period.. mayb tt is LIFE.. many ppl entering ur life, but there r how many ppl who r willing to leave their footprints?


Monday, May 21, 2007



Normally on Mon I will have to see 6-8 buses gg off in front of me.. cos the bus is jus too packed.. but today I am so lucky.. I manage to board a bus tt is consider empty for such peak hr.. I am SO SO happy!!
Shi jie was helping me on the phone Mp3 and I can listen to music now^^.. think she gt magic fingers.. haha
Then we headed to our practical blk today was a fun one as we were doing practical on fire extinguisher.. haha.. we get to play wit it.. we try the one tt is BLACK in color which is fill which carbon dioxide and the RED one is water.

Had our lunch wit bs cos she gt 2 hrs break.. I jus hate MON.. is nt because is the 1st day of the wk BUT our lesson r in diff blk.. is quite lame.. we need to change here and there..
And the super duper HOT weather is killing us.. the sun is so glaring.. lecture is cancelled today suppose to meet animal farm today to pass them money but end up I dunno they nt meeting le.. no one inform me.. arghh.. Can go home earlier de.. haha
Meet bs and sy after sch to go home tgt and went to canteen one to slack and I think is OUR SEC MINI GATHERING.. saw yq and lz there too^^ spot yq from far 1st and when he was walking to us, we 3 were like saying:”guess wat will b his 1st sentence?” cos he will always nag at we 3 like a uncle…oppps=xX HOME SWEET HOME.. swimming after I went home. I din swim for the past 3 mths.. Ooo..is LONG.. I shall exercise more frequent.. I m feeling slpy right now.. YoRnZ


Saturday, May 19, 2007
disappointing♥


feel so sick... think becos of the toopid weather.. a lot ppl fall sick too!!
slp at the living room last nite... figuring the hp.. scratching my head man..
is quite diff to use.. ahha...
woke up and chat.. then start to figure how to do the FEN project.. cmi..
dun really know how to do.. jus anyhow..^^
Ooo i visited my ah gong today as he has been discharge from hospital for 3 days..
he was lying on bed when we reached.. it jus hurt my heart.. cos he is so skinny...
he really loss a lot of weight pls!!! He feel slpy the whole day as he had to eat diff kind
of medicne daily until july...arghh.. is 16 tablets per day.. 4 times of injection per week..
isn;t it painful to know wat he is gg through.. he is weak.. but he came up from his bed
with the help of my uncle.. and chatted wit us.. his mind is still clear.. but he cant really
talk much.. suppose to go for dialysis.. but he dun wan.. and he WAS NOT suppose to b discharge from hospital. but he insist..

headed to BBP to have our dinner..ate at kopitiam.. then went to popular to buy maths assessment bk for my sis.. cos she FAILED her maths.. but the standard is really diff.. dun play play.. some qns she asked me i also dunno how to ans.. haha.. along our way back.. kinda had a small quarrel wit my family members...zzz... feel so sad.. quarrel frequently nowdays... i dun wan.. i wan back my HAPPY FAMILY^8^


Friday, May 18, 2007

do visit my NEW blog okok??
http://www.ultrablog.com.sg/blog.asp?u=aishang_88
thx a lot sia...will update most of the stuffs there


Thursday, May 17, 2007



I wish I am an angel.. with a pair of wings,

to bring me away from the unhappiness that I am facing..

to see wat’s this world like, to get the FEEL of flying in the sky,

to see fairies, to see whatever tt is in the sky.. tt’s FREEDOM..
Dun u wish there’s angel to help u through difficulties??

It’s jus a dream of mine.. LIFE is LIFE.. we can nv change..

it’s jus a cycle, wit sweet and bitter occurring.

Ups and downs,

we jus need to face the reality and face the music


Tuesday, May 15, 2007
LOVE EXIST in EVERYONE!!!!!♥





start saying I LOVE U TO UR DEAR ONES... ur family, ur love ones, ur friends..u dunno how infectious can this 3 word be. Sometimes ppl are jus nt gd in expressing themselves.. we r SHY... by saying this 3 simple words u can brighten someone's life.. imagine there isn't any LOVE in the world..wont we become some cold blooded MONSTER?? LOVE is a natural feeling that makes the world wonderful and colorful.. love from ur parents, love from ur friends, love from ur love ones, love from everyone tt concerns abt UUUUUUU..
i m really glad that this natural feeling EXIST in this BIG BIG WORLD.. LOVE isn't BGR only.. it consists of many thoughts, care and many bits and pieces that form it.. dun live ur life in REGRET jus becos u din have a chance to express wat u FEELS for the person..there is nt right or wrong to love a person.. when u truely love a person u will FELL FOR HIS/HER IMPERFECTION!!


lastly i would like to say DO U ALL LOVE ME??




p:s tis is copyright by aishang


Monday, May 14, 2007
PEACE PLS♥







well as usual waited for a few buses after then i manage to board the bus...
BOARD FROM THE BACK DOOR pls!!! is so pai seh to board but i will gg to be very LATE if i did nt board.. then manage to reach sch at ard 9.10am.. was pratical lesson for IBT today quite interesting.. was doing computer programming and we need to cr8 own block and connect here and there..

headed to canteen 2 after tt to have our lunch... sally and i was waiting for cy,xt and sj cos they went to print some stuffs... XT called sally and told her tt cy’s laptop spoil cos it slipped out from the chair.. then sj came back very furiously and said” toopid leh the cy also nt my fault, dunno why she say this and tt.. and I was quite stunned… another wave gg to arrived. Cy called me and said some stuffs abt Sj..i tell her to come find us 1st.. ..
She like very angry.. also can understand her feeling la… since her laptop had spoil like 3-4 times through her poly life.. The cursor cannot be controlled.. sally, XT and me din say much things on who is right and wrong.. THE DUTY OF LIBRA IS TO MAINTAIN FAIRNESS.. so I din side on anyone..

But after they had cooled down.. it is alright le.. they talked to each other.. NO MORE WAR pls.. is really scary if friends quarrel.. I think is painful seeing them hurting each other because of a problem.. there will be flaw in the friendship and it can nv b gone..

went to collect onliine tee and meet the person at BB control... bs acc me.. after tt went mac to eat apple pie and she ate fries.. slack there usin laptop but cannot connect to internet.. so end up seeing pics.. ahha.. think she really MISS SEC DAYS..can see from her expression.. then YC came so i went home... tml no ch fo me.. isn't a gr8 day?




Sunday, May 13, 2007


firstly i would like to wish my mother a HAPPY MOTHER DAY

when is the last time we thanks our mum for the work she had done for us

she cooked for us, take care of us when we r still an infant, when we cried in the middle of the nite. Who is the one who woke up and hoax us and let us hv a pleasant nite... is HER!! the noble mum in the world.. When is the last time we say I LOVE U MUM... oh well we r big child now

is right to feel shy towards saying this sensitive 3 words to our dearly parents^^


My mum had been a wonderful mum since i m young.. till recent yrs she had some problems here and there she changes ALOT..yeah i mean a lot.. well.. although she makes me angry but from the bottom of my heart i appreciate the things tt she contributes to this family.. no present for her.. but she dun mind anyway.. haha.. recently help up in a lot o housework hope she has less chores to do..^^


Saturday, May 12, 2007
aging is terrible♥



yst had an advance mother's day dinner wit my family.. is a long time we ALL members had a dinner outside... i am glad... anyway looking at my dad and mum i jus feel tt they turn old..dad's hair getting lesser and his face looks tired and he gt sore eye which is very RED.. looking at my mum the beauty which she has when i was young was gone too!! Everything jus changes as the times pass. We do not notice the changes cos we see each other everyday and we dun even bother to look at them.. was flipping through the photo albums recently and everyone in my family changed!! I am afraid tt my parents will leave us one day.. i cant imagine a day w/o them. Their care and love, their prescence.. their help... alot of things i stll dependent on them... i must learn to cherish things and ppl ard me... i wan to earn big bucks and let my parents enjoy life.. i wan bring them for holidays^^



huang di..he is so so shorthe gt big eyes but mine is so small.. my dad says i look ugly when i m young no one adore me.. haha.. but i like tt see is really nt adorable la..
we will be this gd always... we often fight wit each other when we r at this age.. i bullied him i guess..


Wednesday, May 9, 2007




i am jus too free.. tired.. gg slp.. its 2.39am now.. jus watch finish the dvd tt i borrowed from sally... is a nice drama.. and i like the song^^


Friday, May 4, 2007
DONUTS is a symbolise of S-W-E-E-T-N-E-S-S♥

Ooo well today was a SWEET day for me.. after hearing so much comments abt the NICE donuts from ppl.. i an sy decide to QUEUE for it..

went there and we tot the crowd isn't tt big.. but we were wrong cos there is a break in the queue, cos they do not want to block the pathway.. and we were abt 10m away from the stall..


we tot tt it will take ard 2 hrs.. but OMG OMG it took us 5 hrs.. but i think i m willing to spent this time.. cos the donuts r SWEET and TASTY.. i like gd food so doing some sacrifice is worthwhile.. but on the other hand i feel so sinful eating the donuts.. is coated wit choco and jam inside.. wonder how much calories i gained.. yst fencing practice was down to drain~


nvm.. i am greedy.. i can admit this.. jus treat tt i pamper myself after such tedious training..


who wouldnt like donuts.. small kids like it, teenages like it.. EVERYONE i guess.


i jus feel the sweetness down to my heart after eating a mouth.. yuUM YumM..


is wat i can say!!


doesnt she look cute??
this is wat i m queueing for!!


Thursday, May 3, 2007

it's a long day.. having tutorial class and hada small prank on sally..
she took off her slippers so i kick to cy to hide it. Cy hide i under the table and when sally discovered her slipper had lost. The 1st person she suspect is me cos i was sitting beside her.
Then i kp denying tt i din took it..was controlling my laugher..but she said:"SEE UR FACE VERY FAKE LO"..WHAHAHA.. need to train nt to laugh..
then when tutorial ends.. i say take my shoes la.. if nt u bare footed ar..she wan to wear it..
then i tell her whr is her slippers.. so funny can
In lecture i had a slip of my tongue... i wanted to call XIAO TIAN but i speak too fast and i said XIAO YUAN.. sally exposed wat i hv said.. tot no one discovered.. haha
then as usual we had bring lots of food inside lecture. EAT EAT EAT cos lecture is jus too boring
dun one dare to sit in the 1st row cos SUBRA is jus too gd in spitting salvia when he talks..
ahha.. he talks to LOUD tt my ear drum gg to burst..guess everyone detest him..
after lecture meet sy and bs... and when we were eating food at atrium we saw YQ..
and chatted wit him..think he is glad tt he saw us if nt he will hv no one to eat wit..
BA organise singing event.. quite a handful of potential singers... voice nt bad de.
headed to canteen 2 to find wq change to our sportwear and we went for fencing
doing warmup,running is a NONONO for me... i sweat a lot.. yes i mean ALOT pls.. like some despo pls.. and stamina really bad bad..i and WQ like 2 pannting dogs.. ahha. BS jus continue to run w/o stopping pro her..
after running we do some steps abt fencing.. and was so funny cos we were like so NOOB
HUH?? how to do ar? haha
then after sometime we gt the hand of it.. 9pm released and we went to eat mac
slack there until 10 plus and went home to have a FRESH bath..
hope my grandpa willlb fine... i am so bad no time to see him when my family went to see him today..


Wednesday, May 2, 2007
spiderman craze♥

HAPPY LABOUR DAY, is labour day a day to do work? Or a day nt to do work?
Or is a day to gib birth?? LOL, woke up at 11am today and after eating my breakfast
I went to do household chore… can u believe?? Haha.. I m so hardworking.
I vacuum and mopped to floor okies.. the whole house..nt only my room.

Meet animal farm today.. w/o shi and kai jie again..
We watching spider man 3 at JE entertainment
Sy, niu, ang and I meet 1st…bought tix.. all timing are FULL. So we buy the 9.30pm slot dunno wat to do so went to FAV place acarde again
Then we feel so bored, went to ice skating there to see see
Feel bored too!! Then we decide to go to IMM cos JE mac are packed wit ppl.
Walk walk walk again..then we went to GIANT to browse ard, and we came
To a department whr it sells bag for kids. Those kind of bag we ONCE LIKE
It before. Printed wit ur fav cartoon character. There’s spiderman bag, comes
In a lot designs. Ang and niu tried tt.. so funny such a BIG person carrying
A SMALL bag?? Can u imagine?? Haha
Then went to another corner of giant.. wit lotsa FOOD.. I and sy only cares abt food
So we were like pointing here and there..aiyo so much nice food ard I can say.
Then we met quan outside giant and headed to food court to have some some desert.
Went to daiso.. talking rubbish abt the items there.. as usual..

Then met eng at JE and went to acarde AGAIN.. so me and sy went to ate cake,,
EAT AGAIN!!! Haha, after they played finish we went to eat LJS, sat outside and
When I and sy were gg to order our food we saw kai jie.. he was wit his working friends
So QIAO lo.. haha.. always suddenly saw him de..
Slack and chat at neoprint shop.. me and sy were observing the guys action..
Their topic was surrounding on GAME only.. haha.. they can chat a lot. They seems happy chatting abt it la..
The theatre was BIG I can say.. compared to the one WQ and I watch deathnote 2 it was
Like 5-8 times bigger?
BUT BUT BUT I dun like the seats it is ROCKING chair and I felt giddy sitting on it.
The space between each row of chair is like 3cm wide after we sit down?
Air con was lousy pls.. cant feel any coolness? The person behind me kp kicking my seat
So irritated by tt. The movie was worth watching.. it was jus too exciting, funny, romantic. I love the part whr peter and Harry was fighting.. is so thrilling. The part where peter wanted to propose to Mary is so funny.. cos the waitress did a lot funny stuffs.
This show teaches me one thing…
THERE IS ALWAYS A CHOICE IN LIFE. IS THE CHOICE THAT WE CHOOSE TO MAKE US WHO WE R!!
I totally agree to this^^.. took cabby home again.. think I gg broke.. argh..
Kp spending money recently on food and leisure.. think I must spent lesser when I m in sch.