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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

life is reallly boring!!!!!!♥

Oh well..i can jus say life is boring.. if we have school we need to
wake up early, do project, quizes,attend lectures tutorials..
a lot of toopid little things.. we will complaint BORED SCH IS BORED

then when is holiday then i went to factory to work.. i will need to wake up
early, work like a robot, like no life, jus work and work,,complaint here
tired there tired..BORING WORK

when we do nt need to do anything..mayb shopping we need to think of
places to go..this is the most er xin things..cos SG is so small..is either we
go town or bugis if we wan to get stuffs..BORED again!! WHAHHAHA

then if we stay at home for whole day is even bored..watch tv, play games
msn, will also get bored after some time..ARGhhh!!1

tell me wat life am i leading..with no goals, haix..i think i become a chunk of
rubbish waiting for someone to clear me away..haha..really i jus feel tt
life is getting more and more bored when we getting older

i will nv complaint life is bored during childhood period..during pri sch, during
seconday sch.. tink pri sch is quite naive..cos i nv go out de..so whenever thr is
chance i will feel happy..cos can go out wit frends. then during sec days..
although is stress but is happy to go to sch..copying work, seeing teacher,
the wonder teacher will always say sec sch life is the most happy..
now i believe..nw i have freedom to go here and thr..but i m nt happy leh
WHY WHY WHY!! i think most ppl will feel tt ba=)
even slping is a stress thing for me..cos for the past 2 days i jus cant fall asleep
i tot slping should be the most enjoyable thing for one person??
i lie on bed wit my mind super clear, and eyes quite wide open..stare at the room
for like 2 hrs plus then i can fall asleep..OH GOSH!! i wan slp..think i have to make
myself tired!!

19 yrs old le this yr..sounds old le..reaching 20 soon..wit a 2 infront seems like
auntie le..then have to come out society to work after graduate..scary working world
nt looking forward actually..hees hees.. surely no time for frends..lesser meet ups
lesser gatherings, lesser phone talks, lesser time to play game..
can someone tell me friends will b thr for u 4ever?? really hope tt will happen..
actually dunno why sometimes i will feel i will lost a lot of things..
THINGS TT R IMPT FOR ME RIGHT NW:
*family (sis she's always there for me)
*friends(sy, bs , wq) this 3 main character in my story life=)
be wit me 4ever huh!!!
*laptop without it i think i will bored bored bored
*music..music is my life..cannot imagine this world w/o music
won't it b even meaningless??

yea anyway my jian fei plans like nt really effective..i still eat 2 meals per day
swim more, steambath more...but like useless..quite sad actually..is diff to
resist temptations.. FOOD esp!! i can jus say thr is tooo much gd food ard=)
hope this wk will be a fun one..meeting yu ling, xiao jun, sally on wed..gg
to town..think watching movie ba.. cos jun wan watch..
thur gg wit xian..to town too!!
fri is PAY DAY!! YES!!! think will be getting 300..Ooo think surely
very fast spent finish..eating, shopping and is GONE!!

我的专署天使即使才会降临？？
是不是有了那个天使
我的人生才不会枯燥乏味？
我也才会快了一些？
总总的疑问，有谁能为我解答？